Watching "Wired" the John Belushi movie. One scene when he is chopping up some coke you can hear the razor breaking it down... It sounded familiar, I started to cry. Then shortly after the scene where he is asking, "shoot me up"... I felt pain in my left arm and began to cry uncontrollably. When I saw this movie, back when I was young... it didn't mess with me at all.
This time, after everything I've done, survived and been through. I'm a baby on my knees thanking God I'M ALIVE!
I'm not proud of the life I survived. Sure it helped shape and mold me into who I am, or who I was... The life I am proud of is the Life I live now! Where I have a Real Relationship with God, Love and treat my Family and myself, with Honor and Respect. I'm no Angel, but I am so thankful for second, third and fourth chances!
Thank You God.
"I'm Still Here!!!"
